O. M. G.
Brian was out of town at the Sandpearl Resort in Clearwater for work.
It was definitely one of those "lets prove my crazy thoughts that I'm pregnant wrong and take a test to see the negative."
I really thought the test was broken at first because I kept looking at the wrong side of it. Obv nothing came up.
Then I turned it over. And saw this.
It was a faint second line. But a real second line. I thought I could throw up - which isn't a new feeling because that awful stomach ache had been for like 5 days prior. And backaches. And boobs that weren't happy unless they were in a sports bra. And the most mild cramps ever. Seriously - I thought maybe my period was just coming and being extra nice to me.
Also, looking at this picture I really need a manicure.
So I got really excited nervous scared. Here were my thoughts
1: I can't believe it. I think I'm making it up - take a picture and if you can see it in the picture then its real. Took a picture. Saw it. Real.
2: Wow - we said maybe this would be the year but it is seriously only February. And this is a + test.
3: I need to talk about this. That would be rude. Brian is out of town and I need to tell him.
How do I tell him?
So Brian came home last night! Here is what he saw on the dining room table.
Actually I had that set up in another room because he was supposed to beat me home. Due to traffic I beat him home and was able to move it to the dining room table.
He was so excited.
And we toasted with dinner and some sparkling cider :)
PS: Don't judge my hair - I went to soccer practice and came home and tried to do some yoga to relax myself.
So we haven't told our parents yet. I only had to pee once that morning and I want Brian with me to take the second test. This weekend we'll take the second one and then get serious about this whole thing.
For now I'll be nursing this constant stomach ache with water and whatever I can eat before my stomach says no more, please :/
